You have a way with you that I don't even understand.
You build up emotions and shoot them out
For every one to get infected by you...
Affected by you...
Effected by you...
I need a chance to be serene
In a place where reality is a bad dream
In times where I wish I could light my thoughts and burn em
Don't forget the kerosene...
I'm not too thrilled by you at all
But you have a way of momentarily giving me thrills
That can send incessant chills
Down my spine & then everything stops like broken record deal
I mean I feel...
I don't know what I feel
Cause it's easy for my mind to comprehend whats real
But your the one holding me back like I owe you cartwheels
Back flips and standing ovations like you just killed the field
But because you are scared and bitter
I gotta sit and sacrifice the meal
Go hungry for days because you can't decide what your appetite fills
I mean I'm filled...
With joy when you're happy
You sing without a melody and put a glow on my skin when you're happy
Is it money? It is clothes?
It is the appreciation on another's face that makes you glow
I mean I don't know...
But I'm hoping that you tell me...
I need to find median
Guessing games aren't healthy
But the fact you can't express verbally what you mean
It seems trial and error is the only answer to this bad dream
I wanna ask God why he didn't build you to be articulate
But there is no questioning Him so its something I gotta deal with
But I'm not gonna stop fighting until I make you smile permanently...
You are the only heart I have and we gonna be happy together
Indefinitely...
Excuse My Kharisma ♥
copyrighted (c) August 2011
