Undying Sin

Undying Sin

I love you to the deepest abyss of my soul 

Even when the source is pain I cry tears of gold 

Or rubies even 

Just to watch you sleeping gives me butterflies for no reason

Incessant thoughts of you and my heart is crying "Teach Him!"

"Teach Him how to love you even when he feels defeated!" 

My pride runs so deep but I can't escape these feelings. 

I glance around the room and they all are screaming,

"Make a decision! Are you staying or fleeing?" 

I fall to my knees just praying for relief 

I cry so much it leaves puddles in my sheets 

What I wanna know is true is slow to reveal its silver piece

As a pieces of me die each day without release 

Temporary fixes I don't know how much more I can allow

And God I know you hear me talking because I pray so loud 

I know my neighbors hear me cause I cry for rounds 

And hours at a time until sleep is found

I wake up in the morning and I can't help but smile

Cause when I hear your name all noise is down 

And when I see your face the butterflies flap again 

A few drinks, blow a L

And forget it all through sin 

The sweetest sin known is filled with passion and gin 

We whisper our feelings but they get lost again 

Somewhere between the moans and the oxygen 

That leaves our mouths dry as we emotions rise again 

Again and Again and again and again

Creating emotions and feelings without strapping them 

They are running freely and creating accidents

And I wish I could control them but they're savages

"Let em go! Let em roam!" Your heart can handle it 

You're immune to the pain there is no capturing them. 

Just follow their lead and go to bat for them 

Because they are here for a reason they're not acting in

A prime time show 

No my heart is not entertainment

It's open for reciprocity

But it seems to be a foreign language 

Lie to my face just not to my heart 

Cause since '86 my heart has been genuine from the start

Ima keep you real close until them shots ring out

Warning me of danger 

Coach yelling "box him out"

But in the meantime I'm ready to do it again. 

Let's play out sweet melodies over the track of sin. 

Excuse My Kharisma 

Proverbs 3:5

Inspired. 

Desired. 

Required ... 

...to write this piece for you. 

Just to get a piece of you.

Just to bring some peace into...

my soul...

It yearns for the release of you 

unto which it increases how deep we choose...

To love...

I love how my worries depletes with you and my confidence doesn't cease with you 

Unto which my heart speaks to you 

Silently...

Silently i wished I never beefed with you 

Or take a few steps back 

Never got in them sheets with you 

For these feelings would have no yeast for you 

And the rise will be nonexistent because my heart would no longer beat for you...

But I know the truth...

I wanna shout holler and scream for you 

Barack Obama write a speech for you 

And when the road gets too tough ill provide comfort to your feet so you can walk the path God sees for you. 

There's not a thing I won't do 

I would even think for you

And because my faith is so strong I'll get down on my knees for you 

I will pray for you and pray with you and pray that the prey stays away because I believe in your dreams for you 

But I can no longer pollute

My brain of scatter thoughts for you 

My heart believes you feel the same but wants to deny my mind's truth of you. 

I wish I could see the proof 

Or understand what's true

But trust The Lord with all my heart and not lean unto my own understanding of you. 

So in time I'll recoup 

It make take a while but it's cool 

But I'll pray your love doesn't stray away because mine will forever boomerang for you. 

Signing off,

Excuse My Kharisma 

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