A Beautiful Struggle

I had to go through some things to understand my right now
I'm still going through things just to get to my crown
I have to ignore some things just to make it around
All the devil's games are no longer played on my grounds
See we all get lost and that's where we are found
And our blessings begin to show up and we scream aloud
Oh so high to the heavens because it is Him who astounds
All the enemies who want you to slip up with a crowd
Who will laugh and watch and make up hateful plots
Designed to have you to lose and amuse I WILL NOT!
Because the butterflies of blessings has my stomach in knots
And I'm in untangle season so disregard my shots
That I'm about to take because I'm aiming for more
And I'ma obey my directions; no need to go to war
With myself about things I want an instant answer for
Just know my faith is getting stronger with every unopened door
But as I continue knocking, I just want to say
The struggle is real, but beautiful in it's own special way
Cause the lesson I'm learning leaves me yearning to pray
Longer, harder, and deeper but believing in Jesus it's okay
So a "Thank You" is in order
For that blood disorder
That you delivered me from which stopped my panic disorders
Because it was you who had ordered
All my steps and recorded
The growth you need me to see so I can trust you while sober
And I thank you again for every mistake I made
Because without them I wouldn't be the woman you made
And I made up my mind
It's to you I'll confide
Because you designed this beautiful struggle
and from you I cannot hide...

Lord please, ExcuseMyKharisma!

(c)Copyrighted September 2014